A Black Heart | یک قلب سیاه تیم ترجمۀ انجمن رمان ۹۸

YeGaNeH · 4/4/22

...Eid, Nowruz, New Year... all of them are beautiful words with a lot of good feeling
"But it has a painful part..."Eid visits
Its name is beautiful, but it gives you a feeling like that you are getting stuck in a room and
...All the oxygen is being Decreased there slowly
...That you have to pretend to be happy
...You have to visit people and hug them, who will destroy you bit by bit with their words and the acts
...That you have to Pretend to be carefree
...And all those bad feelings and memories behind a wall called "Smile", will offend you from inside
And the most painful moment is there
(: ...That you wish you never knew these people

#pen_flower

Nazgol.H · 5/4/22

Every day after Eid, l ate more... because l saw people who spend all their lives pretending... pretending how much they love you, how much they care about you, how important are you for them... but these same people don't look for you from year to year... and just it's enough to have a problem and ask them for help... they disappear in such a way that you forget such people were in your life or was l just in illusions? l'm really doubting who doesn't have a !heart here and her heart is black

#pen_flower

Nazgol.H · 7/4/22

The mistakes of us that our hearts are black and empty of feeling was that in meeting everyone we told:
...Your laughter for yourself
...Your sorrows for me
...Your Goodness for yoursel
...Your Evils for me
...Your joys for yourself
...Your difficulties for me
In one sentence, if we can explain the reason of our bad mood is that same sentence
Which became the biggest mistake of our lives

#pen_flower

Nazgol.H · 10/4/22

...it is interesting
...it's very interesting
If you think about it, it will be more interesting than this
?...Why
...Well, you know
Because when you smile and look bitter, you remember your stupidity
You forget that for someone who has only taken one step for you, you should not walk two kilometers
Exactly our mistake of black hearts was here
Those people who are around us are not part of us
Being all of we
For this reason, after they left, we felt empty and empty
Black hearts, don't repeat this mistake again... be yourself... God...!

#pen_flower

Nazgol.H · 24/4/22

I was looking in my phone when I found a text... .
I remember clearly that my friend had put this on his profile page before his death:
(I have been heartbroken for a while from the previous place... .
I wish i could put a pot on the end of your name to does not start anymore ...
I wish I could to shout: "The end" ...
I'm very upset ...
You can not approach anyone here ...
People are more lovable from afar ...)
I did not understand that day; I texted her: What happened? Are you upset?
She replied: There is no heart at all that wants to feel anything ...
She never answered after that ...
I found out she had an accident ... She was in a very bad situation . She was wounded by someone she loved very, very, very much ...
I was sick for a few days. I was reviewing our memories ... After a few days that I checked my phone, I saw that she had sent me a message 3 minutes before her death.
I hope you never understand me ...
But now that I saw the text and remembered it, I also understood her, I felt what it is like to be hurt by your dearest ...
Because it had come to my head before ... my friend did not pray ... I was wounded like you ...
I put the photo on my profile with anesthesia and decided to go out ...
When I opens the door and go out, the sound of a long horn came into the street ...
I slowly closed my eyes and said under my lip: I will never forgive you ...
At that moment, only one sentence etched in my mind:
My friend, wait, I'm coming too ... you are not alone anymore

#pen_flover

Nazgol.H · 24/4/22

I'm fine
Like someone after an accident with an iron bus ...
She gets up and says do not worry, I'm fine and she shakes her hand with a smile ...
And after a few steps, she falls further on the ground and flies straight to God herself in peace ... :)
***
The thing that can make me like before ..
It is not a change ...
It is a miracle ...
That these days are totally rare and even you tried alot you can not find it ... :)

#pen_flover

P.E.G.A.H · 25/4/22

We, the hearts of blacks, have fought all our lives for everything ... for every little thing ... even for things that were our natural right ...
Not that we have a shortage, no ... by the way, all those things were available to us ... but a series of cruel laws cut us off from our demands ...
And when we saw that the more we fight, the farther and farther we get from everything, we stopped trying ...
We decided to let the insensitive blackness of our hearts take over so that we would not be harmed any more ...
But things got worse when we laughed out loud to control our tears. So that when our voices shake the whole world ...
Everyone looking and judging by appearance: ...
They are happy, they have no grief... :)ↁ

cute_girl · 6/7/22

One day I said to myself that I am the happiest person on earth...
But now I feel so sick that I don't know how they measure the degree of heartache...
When you live your whole life with the wounds that your loved ones gave you...
Then the time for disinfecting and applying ointment has passed...
You have to open them three times a day, if they are healed, cut them again with a razor and put salt on them so that you don't remember how they broke you.
Do you know who is the main culprit that you are in such a bad mood right now?
If you look around you, you will find them....
Do you know why they are guilty?
Because if they were your supporters and stood in front of the first person who broke you, no one would dare to do anything with you because they knew that you have a supporter...
But they didn't say anything so much that everyone allows themselves to crush you and you have to choke on the blood so that it doesn't affect the people of the world...
So you who have no one to support you, don't be stupid and never cry...
If you feel angry, take a deep breath...
blink...
Get cold and dark...
Hold tight...
Put them next to...
So that, they understand that they tried in vain to knock you down...

#pen_flower

cute_girl · 6/7/22

‏You were supposed to got my back...
But you have become the deepest valley in the world...
I didn't want much...
I just wanted a support...
A safe hug...
A loving smile...
your unconditionally love...
A little peace of mind because of you...
This is what I wanted...

#pen_flower

cute_girl · 6/7/22

I dreamed about him last night...
I wanted to hug him...
He shouted: Don't you see that I don't love you? ...
take me around...
He and all the people who are important to me...
They circled me and told me to go...
You are extra here...
I went to him...
He said: Don't you see that I am tired of you? ...
I took his hand...
He pulled his hand back...
I held tighter...
He pulled me and threw me from a height in the middle of absolute blackness...
I woke up crying...
My hand was still warm...
I killed my feelings right there until...
I don't want to experience this feeling of having while not having it, at the same time....

#pen_flower

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