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M O B I N A · 6/6/23

I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok
If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
Mistake, might of made some
Can't argue with that, but I ain't one
Even though I sometimes get afraid of
Having to face the wrath of an anxious me
I get it 'cause I actually
Feel the same sometimes I think
I might be a lost cause who turns off
'Cause the way I read
Into what I've been through
You'd think I'm mental
But it pays off though when the rent's due
I pursue what I love and if it goes
South and falls down just know
I'll stand on my own two feet
Don't you see
Those that oppose on me
Most won't leave
Thinkin' I might retreat
Show my teeth quick if you turn on me 'cause
I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok
If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
Just don't call me a
Just don't call me a
Mistake 'cause I'm not one
Misplaced but I found a
Lot of resentment
Causes a mess when you let it get to the place of
No confidence
Struggle with it, that's obvious
But not enough to make me second guess
If I'd die for the ones I love
So don't you get confused
Thinking if you
Bring me down I'ma just choose
To let myself get used
I don't live like that
I feel trapped
I might lash out
I gotta watch my back
Cross my path, especially with ill intent
You'll regret you ever took that task
If and when this thing could all go bad
Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause
I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok
If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
Mistake

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day
I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid
You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you
It's strange the way the mind can wander, but also stop to gossip
And chat with memories that you and me aren't really fond of
Maybe you're out to find love, maybe you lost who you was
Maybe you're just like me and feel the need to stay in your rut
'Cause if you left it, you might feel like you're no longer you
It's so impressive, the way the mind can play with the truth
It's interestin' that nobody can walk in your shoes
But still relate and feel the same so in a way, guess we do
You ever think about what it would be like
If the clouds were gone and you could see light?
If the door was open would you take flight
Or just close the curtains up and stay inside?
Take a walk with me, take a risk with me
I'm scared too and it gets so tempting
When you're so empty, to disown everything you hold
Dearly, when you know
Clearly, you've been so buried, in your own
Fairy tale, the soul's tearing bunch of holes in me
I relate to it, but in case you been thinking no one does
Here's a great theory
Throw a hail Mary, let your mind fly
To the sunrise, could be so scary
Make your faith vary, feel the pain glaring
But the weight carried ain't in vain hear me (hear me)
Just in case my car goes off the highway
Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day
I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid
You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you
So often I feel desperate, I think my heart's infected
How about yours? How about yours? How about yours? I guess if
You feel the best when your life is hectic
You might be destined to stay defective
So join the club, it ain't that hard to get in
It's hard to leave though, look at the guest list
I bet that, your name is on it, don't believe me? Check it
See dead ends in life we come to tend to raise some questions
Suggestion, know that your feelings might give wrong directions
Infested, yeah, with the feeling of failure
Let it take over your body it makes you
Question the life that you have situations
You might have enjoyed, become nothing but dated
Old and forgotten but what would you say
If I told you that there was some hope we could make it?
I know what you're thinkin', I'm thinkin' it too
Could you really improve and be something worth savin'?
See, I could pretend like I have all the answers
But none of us do, it's the reason we battle
Convincing yourself that you don't really matter's
Like feeding a cancer and letting it travel
To every part of you but what if we did
The unthinkable and cancel our trips?
What's achievable depends on the risk
So pick up your chin and listen to this
Just in case my car goes off the highway
Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day
I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid
You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you (you, you, you)
Yeah
Everybody falls sometimes
Just remember that that's alright
It's the rainy days that give us love for the sun
And if it isn't, I guess I'll be fine believing it does, oh yeah
Everybody falls sometimes
Just remember that that's alright
It's the lows in life that make you cherish the highs
And if isn't, I guess I'll be fine believing a lie, ayy
Just in case my car goes off the highway
Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day
I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid
You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you
There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you
Just like you, like you

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

Tick, tick, tick, that's the sound before my head explodes
Quit, quit, quit, look at you up on your pedestals
Quick, quick, quick, here the critics come it's time to go

I read your article it kinda hurt me
I don't know who hired you or what your friends say in your circle
But the fact that you released it, tells me two things are for certain
They get paid for trashin' people, I get paid cause I stay workin'

Drop the search and they emerge up out of nowhere to the surface
Just to peek behind the curtain, throwin' salt at all my burdens
I'm aware I shouldn't give this my attention, life's a journey
I should just stay on my path and learn to laugh
You think they heard me?

Ears are burning put 'em out, quiet quiet look around
Why don't they find someone way more interesting to write about?
Us we're kinda boring, aren't we?
All we do is whine and pout
It's confusing so amusing how I argue with myself (hello)

I spit it with ease, so leave it to me
You doubt it but you better believe
I'm on a rampage hit 'em with the record release
Dependin' the week, I'm prolly gonna have to achieve another goal
Let me go when I'm over the beat
I go into beast mode like I'm ready to feast
I'm fed up with these thieves tryna get me to bleed
They wanna see me take an L? (yup, see what I mean)

How many records I gotta give you to get with the program?
Taken for granted I'm 'bout to give you the whole plan
Open your mind up and take a look at the blueprint
Debate if you gotta, but gotta hold it with both hands

To pick up the bars you gotta be smart
You really gotta dig in your heart if you wanna get to the root of an issue
Pursuin' the mental can be dark and be difficult
But the payoff at the end of it, can help you to get through it, hey

Paid my dues, made it through (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Spread the news, I'm on the loose (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Makin' moves, I need some room (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Thought we's cool
Well don't assume, don't assume hey!

I'm the truth, oh they want some proof
Here don't be rude, somethin' new
Even when I lose I make it look cool
Do the show, then we hit the room
Wife is lookin' ooh, what to do?
I don't need the shades up to like the view

It's time to get back in the swing of things
When my life crashes, I'm not the guy that'll flee the scene
I'll take ownership and own it and raise my hand if it's me
Just remember though, I'm only a man, I'm a human being

Don't they see? Shoot the breeze
I'd rather just stay discrete
People claim they're in your corner but leave you in times of need
They don't listen, do they? (what?)
They don't listen to anything
I'll accept advice if it's not presented ignorantly

Look, costs are high they multiply
Then cause divides I'm forced to fight
The poison I been sippin' on has quite the bite
It killed me twice, they rigged the lights
So y'all can see the parts of mine that aren't so bright

See, often I apologize then authorize the awful times
To pop up (Nate) like I'm right behind you
I'd advise you not to try to climb inside the mind like I do
Keep the rhyme book, expedite it, overnight it
Hold it tight an' hope that time is on my side

'Cause if it's not then I'll decide to override my own demise
I toe the line too close and I could improvise, I'd empathize
But recognize the fact that I could jeopardize and wreck our lives
You better give me your attention the undivided

Paid my dues, made it through (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Spread the news, I'm on the loose (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Makin' moves, I need some room (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Thought we's cool
Well don't assume, don't assume hey!

Paid my dues, made it through (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Spread the news, I'm on the loose (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Makin' moves, I need some room (whoo, whoo, whoo)
Thought we's cool
Well don't assume, don't assume hey!

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

Always saw my glass as half empty, it was never full
You were always passive and I was irresponsible
Didn't have a chance, but we were scared to let things go
Young, in love, broken hearts holding on to our false hope
Had your whole life planned out, I had no clue who I was
Gave it all we had, but guess our all wasn't enough
Wonder where you're at now, did you ever find the one?
Hope you're out there somewhere happy, sometimes I think of ya
Yeah, yeah
And it makes me sad
Mm, yeah
The way you left
But I'm glad you did
It was for the best
I pray, someday you find yourself
Somehow, some way, with someone else
Don't wait, it's too late to keep holding on
I'm already gone
Ah, I could blame us breaking up on being too young and being too dumb
And being too caught up on past traumas
But the truth is we just weren't right, we planned a whole life
When we both know we should've just ended on the first night
And I know if I would have stayed with you
I would've been down on luck and done with love and done too much
To make you stay, second-guessing and resenting all the love
I could've gave to someone else
Got carpal tunnel from holding on to what we once felt
I'm happy for you, I am
Yeah, don't get me wrong, I am
And once in a while it's true, I think about you too
Yeah, I do
I think about you too
Mm, yeah
And it makes me sad
Mm, yeah
The way you left
But I'm glad you did
It was for the best, yeah
I pray that someday you find yourself
Somehow, some way, with someone else
Don't wait, it's too late to keep holding on
Yeah, yeah
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself

When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

Like a part of me missing
And I just can't feel it
I've tried and I've tried
And I've tried

Tears on my face I can't take it
If lonely is a taste then it's all that I'm tasting
Do you hear my cry?
I cry, oh

Can you hold me?
Can you hold me?
Can you hold me in your arms?

Just wrap me in your arms, in your arms
I don't wanna be nowhere else
Take me from the dark, from the dark
I ain't gonna make it myself
Put your arms around me
Put your arms around me
Let your love surround me
I am lost
I am lost

If I ain't got you here
If I ain't got you, I ain't got nothing at all

Can you hold me?
Can you hold me?
Can you hold me in your arms?

In your arms? (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, I feel like it's just me, feel like it's just me
What it gon' take? What it gon' be?
I don't even know (it's not just you)
But I'm lonely
Feeling like I don't even know me, I don't even know me
(I feel it too) Gotta have you gotta see you
(Yeah the only thing I have to think about
The only one I that can't live without) I see you
(I need you to hold me now)

If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you
I ain't got nothing
I ain't got nothing
If I ain't got you
I ain't got you
If I ain't got you
I'm lonely
If I ain't with you I'm lonely
I'm lonely
I need you
I need you

Can you hold me?
Can you hold me in your arms?

Feel like it's just me, like it's just me
What it gon' take?
What it gon' be?
I don't even know, I don't even know
But I'm lonely, lonely
Feel like I don't even know me
Feels like I don't even know me
I don't even know me

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

different
Confidence is at the highest level, I don't ever see it dippin'
Try me if you wanna, guarantee though you goin' wish you hadn't did it
That's a war that you could never win, but hey, I like the optimism
Given over half my life to this, I think I made a good decision
Trust my gut I hear it talkin', then I know it's time for me to listen
Mastermind consistent, matching my commitment, that's not realistic
Ayy, feature presentation what they came to see, I open up the curtain (whoa)

Oh my, pandemonium it's showtime
Got they noses up, I know why
Jealous of me, 'cause the flow nice
Did it all without a cosign
Shoot, I always hit the bullseye
Barely even put an effort in this, effortless imagine if I did try (whoa)

Acknowledge me or not
That don't really make no difference to me I
Operate the same no matter who's around me
Who's around me is important to me I
Keep my enemies at arm's length but
Close enough to make me feel safe my
Diligence can't be competed with an easy win for me, this just a small taste of (what)

What I'm capable of doing with my talent
Stretching my imagination
Watch it turn a small idea into something that you have to (what)

Tip your hat to when you see it, the whole package
Ain't got nothin' missin', check off every box it's
Unavoidable at this point don't you act like (what)
You don't see me out here makin' waves
I gotta air about me, I don't play the game the way they want me to
They tell me take a left, I take a (what)

Right, I'm not the one to pick a fight with
Try and bully me make you regret it quick
The only person I allow to push me around is my self
Body language, read it well
It's written on your face, I'm flipping through your pages
You don't have to scream and yell
It's clear to me, yeah, I can tell
The front you put on isn't real
That poker face ain't hidin' nothin' new
The hand you had before the cards were dealt

I got what they lack, first in every class
Never come in last, game is on my back
Wifey on my lap, she my better half
Heavy when I step, pockets getting fat
Passion never left, say it with my chest
Got a problem? Yes
Meet me in the flesh, you don't cut the check
I don't do the set, not a fan of threats
Always been direct

Nothing but the best, rarely do the press
Promise me the world? Not holdin' my breath
They want me to fail, haven't done it yet
Stackin' up the bread, thankful 'cause I'm blessed
Sharpest in the shed, pen is cutting edge
I get in the booth, perfect nothin' less
Key to my success, keep a level head
We want something fresh?
What you think this is?

What you think this is? Deadly with the raps
How could you forget? Thought I might of left
Thought I might of quit, thought I hung it up
Thought I, think again, petty that depends
What's the latest trend? I don't have a clue
I don't follow them, they just follow me
Keep 'em on the edge, keep 'em on they toes
Keep 'em wondering, keep 'em wanting more
Eating out my hand, don't look at the score
Don't look in the stands, focused on my goals
Execute the plan, beat me at my game
Never not a chance, walk you through my pain
Show you who I am, don't care what it pays
Loyal to my brand, foot is off the breaks
Steppin' on the gas, no one at my pace
Catch me if you can

Far from done got so much left to give you
Not the man I was, that person detrimental
2020 me could never hold a candle
To the present day me standin' here before you
Overstep destroy, you give up can't afford to
Keep my standards high ain't changin' that for that no one
Digging deep still got the hunger press record, yeah
Hear it in my voice, can't let the fame and fortune
Get the best of me see clearly what's important
Not impressed with me? Ain't looking for endorsements
Dropping masterpieces left and right ignore the
Hate life testin' me passin' with flying colors
Always been unique, can't be no dime a dozen
I take pride in this won't catch me cuttin' corners
Have no tolerance for ignorance, I heard ya
Lost your confidence in me this should restore it, can't ignore-

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

I can't be the only—

Yeah, does anybody feel like me?
Show of hands, I don't need a lot, I just wanna find my peace
Yeah, why you throwin' rocks, oh, you wanna kill my dreams?
Okay, tell me everything I'm not
You think I didn't know those things?
Always been a little lost and I still might be
Life's hard, but it's okay (Okay)
Watchin' the comments feels like I'm at a court date
How could I complain
With a house like this and a car like that in the driveway?
Half of what I say
Kinda feels like a dream that I'm gonna wake from someday
Wishin' that I'd pray
A little more often and put more time into my faith
Travel in my brain, woo, might find damage and no grace
Things that I hold on to, but I won't say things that I won't let go
So I chain my soul to the heartbreak
Havin' a nice day, that's not a average in my case
Stones like cameras in my face; glamour, it's all fake
Love my job, but it might seem odd that I'm here 'cause I hate fame
Yeah, pay my debt to me, throwin' threats at me
They can't tell this connectin' me, it's affectin' me
Hide that well, they'll write checks to me, but don't check on me
By myself, always questioning what comes next for me
I can't be the only—

No, I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
No, I can't be the only—

Yeah, if you made a list of people that you trusted
Would you put your name down?
Do you know who you are?
When you look at life and you talk about yours, do you feel proud?
Are you leaving a mark, or scared to make a bad impression?
So you just go hide in the dark
Livin' and playin' a part, knowin' regret'll come back tomorrow
That's what it does, ain't it? Don't know what we're chasin'
But we all do it, just a part of life, I guess we're all foolish
Running after what we think will make us happy 'til it falls through
And then we find out later it ain't what we wanted
So we give up on it, then we pile the garbage
And we watch it grow and find a drug and numb it
'Til we hit the point that we can barely function
Am I motivated? Is my music dated?
Would I be the same if I was medicated?
Even therapists say I need medication
I avoid it, though, because I'm scared to take it
Am I the only one that has a loaded gun
That's full of doubts and memories to overcome?
And I complain about 'em when they shoot at me
But I know truthfully I like to load 'em up and let 'em—
That's so sad to see, that's so sad to see, I need help
They talk passively, then come after me by myself
Lost that half of me, God, there has to be someone else
Don't feel bad for me, I just can't believe that I'm lonely

No, I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
No, I can't be the only—

There's gotta be somebody out there
There's gotta be somebody somewhere
That needs company, and it's comforting to know, know
There's gotta be somebody out there
There's gotta be somebody somewhere
That needs company, and it's comforting to know

I can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
No, I (I) can't be the only— (Only)
Can't be the only one who's lonely tonight
No, I (I) can't be the only—

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

Mmh, mmh

I miss the days when
I had a smile on my face and
Wasn't so caught up in all of the small things
Wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone
And wasn't so cautious and always exhausted
And actually listen to things that my heart said (heart said)
Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike
Not overthinkin' my life
Not always wonderin' if I'm a likable person
Or someone that nobody likes
Not always stressin' 'bout money or losin' my job
Or scared I ain't makin' a flight
Not always goin' to bed every night
With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds
What happened to me? Yeah, what happened to me?
When did I start to believe I wasn't worth it
Then question my purpose to breathe?
Wonderin' who I should be
Happiness out of my reach
Sacred to get back on my feet
Need to get rid of what's detrimental, but it's hard to let go
When the thing that hurts you help you get to your dreams
See, I miss the days when I wasn't so faded
Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it
Just innocent, waitin', not always livin' in anguish
When did I break and become overtaken?
What was the moment I caved and
Gave away all of my faith and made a replacement?
I miss the days when, I miss the days when

I miss the smiles we had when we were young (oh)
I miss the memories of feeling love (oh)
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun (oh)
Staring out the window when the rain would come (oh)
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh)
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh)
When we had joy and we were innocent (oh)
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again

Give me my mind back, yeah
Give me my mind back
The one that told me I was worth somethin' when I fall flat
Yeah, fall flat
The one that told me I was worth somethin' when I'm off track
Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage and it was free to run fast
Yeah, give me my mind back
Yeah, give me my, give me my mind back
Before it was hijacked and wasn't described as
A place of limitation, always indicating I can't
Handle everything from my past
Handed anything it dissects 'til I'm depressed
I know I'm blessed, but I'm cursed too
Take me back when I was happy, but I wasn't actin'
Vulnerable but didn't see it like some kind of weakness
Or a thing that's unattractive
Had emotion, but I learned to mask it
Didn't know what I was runnin' after
Didn't know the older I would grow
The more I'd lose control and take in all the baggage
It's really sad when everything you thought was stable crashes
Everything you thought would take the sadness
Really only made it deeper, got me off the deep end askin'
Will we ever feel like we imagine?
Will we ever feel like we adapted?
Will we ever feel like we did back then?
Just take me back when, take me back when

I miss the smiles we had when we were young (oh)
I miss the memories of feeling love (oh)
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun (oh)
Staring out the window when the rain would come (oh)
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh)
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh)
When we had joy and we were innocent (oh)
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again

Oh-oh-oh (oh)
Oh-oh-oh (way again)
Oh-oh-oh (mmh)
Oh-oh-oh (way again, way again)
Yeah, oh-oh-oh (oh) (had when we were kids)
Oh-oh-oh (oh) (so much simpler then)
Oh-oh-oh (oh) (and we were innocent)
Oh-oh-oh (oh), yeah, ay

I miss the smiles we used to have when we were young (oh)
I miss the memories of feeling love (oh)
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun (oh)
Staring out the window when the rain would come (oh)
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh)
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh)
When we had joy and we were innocent (oh)
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again (oh)

Oh-oh-oh (oh)
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

Mmh, mmh
Mmh, mmh

M O B I N A · 6/6/23

Ooh, ooh, oh
Ooh, ooh, hey
Ooh, ooh, oh

Yeah, you ever make it up to the gate?
And if you did, I wonder is it a beautiful place?
Did He put his arms around you, make you feel like you're safe?
Did He grab you by the hand and say that things are okay?

I gotta know mama, did He show you some grace?
Give you a pass and tell you He would carry the weight?
Do you smile more, wonder what it's like when you pray?
Is He standing in front of you, so you can look at His face?

When you talk to Him does he talk back? (Ooh-ooh)
You ever have conversations about what you regret?
Or did it all go away once you got there?
Does each breath take you closer to God, would you say that you cry less?

Do you feel at peace yet?
Do you laugh more?
You feel like heaven is everything you could ask for?
I ever make it up there when I see you I hope you're
Smiling 'cause you deserve it, pray to God that you found joy, and always know that

You don't gotta cry, you don't gotta cry no more
I hope you're up there looking down on us with a smile on your face
You don't gotta cry, you don't gotta cry no more
I hope you're up there with God, feelin' loved and set free from your pain

I look at the situation you had
Might of made the mistake of leavin', but it's makin' me sad
Thinkin' of you how you grew up, tryin' to cope with your past
Were you like me in your relationships and pushed away dad? I gotta know, mama

Did you think you were trash?
Somethin' disposable that nobody could love or be glad?
To say they was with you, that issue is a issue I have
That's why it hurt me when Brittani gave me those letters you sent, I barely read

Any of one of 'em knowing I'd let them go to my head
And get to me especially when I feel I related
Might not be around for my babies
But know when I say that I love you, that I mean it, okay, 'cause

Nobody's perfect, yeah, I guess we all fall short
And I can't hold this unforgiveness in my heart no more
So just know you're lovable to me and of course
You'll always be mama to us, so save a table for four, and know that

You don't gotta cry, you don't gotta cry no more
I hope you're up there looking down on us with a smile on your face
You don't gotta cry, you don't gotta cry no more
I hope you're up there with God, feelin' loved and set free from your pain
Mama

You don't gotta cry, no

Yeah, I'm grown now, took me a while to see the bigger picture
'Cause if you were here today and I was talkin' with ya
There'd be a lot of tears of joy falling on my sweatshirt
Prolly followed by some apologies and mom I missed ya, yeah

I pray you see me down here lookin' up
Still got a lot of things that I need healing from
But I'll get there eventually, so don't you worry none
I just hope you finally got some peace and you feel happy mom, I love you

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